Ahad, 10 Mac 2019 {0} | Leave a comment ? suatu pagi aku bangun, then otak aku blank. like, aku tahu aku patut bangun bersiap tapi aku blur nak siapkan apa.. otak aku blank samada nak ambik baju ke nak ambik beg ke so aku keep going in and out of the bedroom and living room. bapak aku tanya, "pusing2 ni dah kenapa?" ye, aku pun rasa aku ni terpusing2 teruk sangat. but at that time, otak aku dah slowly start bergerak untuk fikirkan untuk bersiap sebelum pukul 9. ke pukul 8 entah masa tu ? janji nak jumpa oranh, tapi otak slow gila so much for trying to be a morning person but. aku rasa better lagi aku boleh bangun dan terpusing2 serata rumah instead of, otak blank dan terus terbaring je kat katil sebab otak terlalu blank. so i guess i did the right thing at the time and it wasnt too bad as compared to hari2 biasa yg otak masih function. entah lah. cuaca pun not suiting to me and period lagi and negative thinking lagi and selera mengecil and sakit badan pulak i guess, im just too tired already. theres no problem. its just i need more restorative rest. |
