Isnin, 8 Oktober 2018 {0} | Leave a comment ? This is an appreciation post for my beloved supervisor. (mind myself; dia laki orang ^...^) Alhamdulillah Sem ni dengan segala keazaman yg telah dikumpulkan sepanjang cuti hari tu Aku akhirnya pergi berjumpa dengan kaunselor A bit before pergi jumpa kaunselor, The day before, i was haunted or more like i woke up to negative thoughts which made me super scared for myself Idk, like everytime i do late night thoughts nowadays it seemed like it will all go to a bad ending. So now i have two places to go to when facing bad thoughts The doctor and the counselor. Yeay me. . . Berbalik kepada dr. supervisor aku Aku nak cakap terima kasih banyak2 kat dia Lepas aku came out to him abt me being suicidal Eventually, dia termasuk dalam list people to remember when having hard times with myself I hate to rely on him because its a him Tapi somehow, disebabkan oleh semua kata2 dia Yang beri semangat kat aku Yang cuba beri reassurrance kat aku Yang bikin lawak and bikin muka cheerful kat aku Eventually, dia jadik salah satu daripada orang yg akan aku remember setiap kali aku mencari sebab untuk hidup lagi. Alhamdulillah, betapa bertuahnya aku berkenalan dengan dia But this doesn't mean i should take hom for granted. Fyp is still fyp . . Tapi bila aku nampak status dia yg kadang2 tu ada kaitan skit dengan mental health, Aku cam.. hmm.. dia ni belah mananya yg ada masalah? Its true bila orang kata depression doesnt have a face But truth lies, beneath the face they show us there are feelings. Feelings that we dont wanna show to others. Or worse, we doesnt even want those feelings. 😌 . . Anyways, fihifzillah dr. I know you have your own safe zone, inner circle, and coping mechanism. #Weareallwarriors. |
