Selasa, 3 Januari 2017 {0} | Leave a comment ? Assalamualaikum, I was thinking about the examples i have in my life, to be idolised for me to change. As i was thinking about it, i sank into the thoughts that i can never be like them. And tersingkap juga in my thoughts, their hateful ugly flaws. I sank into those ugly thoughts. And it went deeper and uglier, as i thought to myself i havent tried hars enough. I tired of sinking. I want to keep afloat. I dont care to get out of the drowning water. Cause ive been feeling comfortable with the calmness of the water. But dang, how i hate it when i start sinking. Maybe i shouldn't go with the flow, but i should form my own current..? And see to other, outer examples. Baby steps (bertatih) Create my own whirlpool, my own turbulence.. Turbulence in Silence. #sink |
