Sabtu, 17 Disember 2016 {0} | Leave a comment ? hi, assalamualaikum. this post is reacting to an entry by nana johari at http://en-nanajohari.blogspot.my/2016/09/it-eats-itself-wheres-line.html from avril lavigne's complicated : "life like this ; you fall and you crawl and you take what you get and you turn it into" into ? entah, time aku dengar lagu ni aku tak dapat jawapan pun.. but then, seriously. how you live is how you see the life. is life boring? is life happy? is life gloomy? life is what you do. live your life. they say dont let others take it away from you (but then when you make it your way some will definitely judge. shit!) ermh. did nana-senpai ever said anything about this in the post? gehh.. this is getting unrelated to her post, but more like inspired by. apa lagi yang aku nak cakap. damned songs are really deep. linkin park, slipknot (i dont even know what theyre rapping but i think theyre also good..?) aqua timez, avril lavigne, simple plan.. ermhhhhh recently, i revised songs from aqua timez, theres this song (velonica) i didnt understand what it was about, so i search them lyrics. and then i realise, its soooooo deep. no wonder i would be reminded by it whenever things get tough or something. it tells to keep striving eventhough things get confusing. that youre not even understanding why youre living, but yeah, keep going. but if you stumble, dont be harsh on yourself. "we're not strong so no need to act strong" zaqsxdcrftvbyhnujmk,ol and recently too, theres a group i joined. we talk about random things. and theres this post asking what youll do if the world ends tomorrow. i think, if im aware of myself and my religion facts, id be changing myself to be the best, but its not that easily to change oneself. so i wrote, id be kicking my own ass. and someone replied, thats difficult, you know, youre motivating me. and i realise, im not a bit encouraged or anything by my ownself. im still the bad girl i was yesterday. still ignoring my god. still ignoring my study, still ignoring my health, ignoring my skin, ignoring my diet, ignoring my future (that includes the future/chances of me getting into the heaven) im bad.. so, when people ask you to define your life, take a deep breath, and ask them back. ciao //sorry that im not a good writer, i couldnt get the message clear (as i thought ) |
