i finished bleach anime after having 3 days fever caused by covid.

i skipped a few fillers arc, because i want to finish it early. im saving it for after.

i remember during 2014, i was struggling with spm, i watched a few clips of bleach. mostly because i wanted to see the fight with ulquoirra. (but i didnt, instead i saw ichigos fight with tensa zangetsu. super sad.)

after watching the fight with ulquoira, i still dont understand where did ulquoirra stand as an arrancar. did he really believed in aizen? was he as heartless as he seemed? his last words with orihime, it showed something, but because i dont like orihime and i was watching at 1.5x, i just cant understand.

aizen had a big God syndrome like, which, as a Muslim: its laughable to me. God is not all politics.

Ok, so i watched the fullbringer arc with kuugo and his team.

before i watched that myself, i saw a clip where kuugo steals ichigo's fullbring. in the comment someone said thats painful. and only orihime really understands him.

im like, seriously, i dont care about orihime. but, when i saw that people (the other characters) talk about fullbring and shinigami as two different thing, and i saw how zangetsu nor his hollow power came forward, i just knew that this is not the end.

but it did surprise me that all the captains share their power with ichigo. like... how? why? thats too much power aint that? i dont understand how ichigo cant handle everyone elses reiatsu but maybe i just need to know how much they gave tho.

when kuugo died, he asked if ichigo and him switch place, as in ichigo is the first shinigami substitute, and kuugos the shinigami substitute after him, 

would ichigo became like him and hed need to kill ichigo?

to me, it wont happen. to me, the answer to that question is: if ichigo is the first shinigami substitute, hed be the only one. (unless he died, but then, hed be a real shinigami after spending a few years in Soul Society)

when the series end with ichigo saying goodbye, i dont feel satisfied. i bet when it ended fans where feeling the same as me.

but good news, there are still more things to read in the manga and theres novels. i didnt know mangas can be adapted to novels but now i know. lol

the hundred year's war excites me. but i remembered young me peeking over my abang reading the quincy arc. where ishida has a fiance. i dont think i can read something like that.

more good news, theyre working on making anime about the last arcs. imma watch them after a few months it ended. because i need time to prepare my heart to block the religious sentiment, and also thats just how i can digest the anime.

i peeked some anime blogs, yt comments and reddit on bleach topics. but i just dont agree with any of those. 

you know how fans ship the ichigo-rukia relationship. you know, im not mad that rukia ended up with renji because it makes sense. but ichigo-orihime is something i just.. i didnt... well i dont like orihime. i thought ichigo would be with someone else like tatsuki, or yoruichi (but its understandable because ichigo-yoruichi is like naruto-tsunade. mentor figure, too old like grandma. also theres urahara.) i learnt on wikifandom (or something) that ichigo is a part of the shiba clan so theres that girl too. idk who but i didnt approve ichigo-orihime marriage, but oh well its not like im the author.

alot of things people are talking about bleach but imma disagree with them all and close the tabs.

anyways, 

just as a memory keeping:

nowadays im also watching : 

jujutsu kaisen (waiting on 2nd season)

attack on titan (waiting on final anime part, finished the final manga chapter)

tokyo man revenger (i know people recognise it as tokyo revenger, but to me its misleading. its about the gang not the city ((as i first thought)) this anime frustrates me because the two heros are just stupid and weak. im still waiting on when theyre k***ing kisaki teita. but maybe ill talk more another time.

iqiyi is a good place for me to binge watch things. 

idk y im opening this blog to public now. i think i shouldnt but maybe because i want someone to comment and watch anime with me. im lonely.